A beautiful day

2011-09-22T22:46:00.003+08:00

school's abit stress these days and i can hardly find time to blog and chat online....i guess i've missed out alot these few days....i was just reading my archives a few days back and i realise this blog is almost as good as being dedicated to my friend!!! haha, it brings back many unhappy stuff....lol but fret not,frm now on,there'll be no more nonsense and i have finally looked upon this friend as purely a friend and nothing more!!! haha okay,now about my life...my best friend R just told me she was mesmerised by this guy cause his actions are so innocent and he has mesmerising eyes....hahah,isit true that innocent guys are really that superb after all?? i doubt not...i've always had this impression that the more innocent the person looks,the more capable he/she is able to be hurtful and bring disappointment....hahah omg what am i talking abt?? haha okies i shall hereby name my newly found bestfriends....they are cheryl- who recently turned into a mugger and refuses to go out no matter what...or ,unless we make it snappy.....haha but she's definitely a girl who can bring you smiles when you need it and as pretty as she is....she's always popular among people!!!next up,is Reneee...she's a stern women ...which is exactly what i need in my unorganised life...everyday she never fails to tell me not to be late tmr and also not to watch too much tv when i goes home...she's like another mum to me...but one good thing abt her..she keeps my life in order...she plans out what time i need to start revision and forces me to stay on track...she's definitely a girl whom you can seek valuable advices from....love her!!! lastly,theres JQ....he's a really shy guy who goes around liking girls and is tooooo shy to confront them...lol and its a two way thing!!! given his charisma..and his over niceness,,i can often imagine a long queue of girls lining up for him....plus he's really sweet and he would often stay till late just to chat with me or have a heart to heart talk....hahah guess what!being himself,he never fails to msg me motivating quotes and he's forever teasing me and trying to explain his version of beauty...his famous quote" beauty is in the eyes of the beholder"

2011-06-17T01:25:00.000+08:00

OKAY! I THINK ITS TIME TO REVIVE MY BLOG....THINGS HAVE BEEN CRAZY SO FAR AND IM STRUGGLING TO KEEP UP WITH SCHOOLWORK,OUTINGS AND SO ON....AND SO FAR I'VE CAME TO A ROADBLOCK IN MY LIFE..THIS ROADBLOCK IS PREVENTING ME FROM MOVING FORWARD IN MY LIFE AND I CAN'T SEEM TO CONTROL IT....SO NOW I GUESS IM FACED WITH 2 CHOICES NOW,EITHER I FACE THE HARD TRUTH AND MOVE ON ,OR I CAN START EVERYTHING ANEW..ALTHOUGH IT MAY SOUND REALLY DIFFICULT TO RESTART EVERYTHING FROM SCRATCH AND RISKING THE FACT THAT IT MAY NOT EVEN WORK OUT IN THE END....I THINK IM READY TO GIVE IT A SHOT...AFTER THAT I'LL JUST LEAVE THINGS TO GOD AND YOU....IF THINGS ARE FATED TO BE THAT WAY,IT ONLY GOES TO SHOW THAT WE'VE BEEN WRONG IN THE VERY FIRST PLACE AND MAYBE THINGS ARE NEVER MEANT TO BE THAT WAY AFTER ALL...I SHOULD TRUST GOD AND BELIEVE THAT HE WILL MAKE ME STRONGER WITH EVERY PAIN INFLICTED....STILL IF THERES EVEN A TINY SPARK IN YOUR HEART,I HOPE TO IGNITE IT AGAIN<3

2011-03-27T18:49:00.001+08:00

life's a bitch sometimes.....But i would say things are starting out pretty well for me right now...firstly im totally obsessed with myself..(don't ask me why because i do not know the reason)..And things are finally looking good for me...i did pretty well in my math test..a mark to perfection and next i did not do as badly as i thought for my H2 chem ...this strives me to do even better!!!Plus i have the help of my besties ,Renee and Cheryl by my side to cheer me on and to keep me on track=) I've also made a new friend Samantha,whom i really clicked with...lol i guess we'll be gossiping partners in no time...JC life this year does not suck as much as i thought it would...
well at least,not if you have your circle of friends always looking out for you!!

2011-03-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

OMGOSH I CAN'T BELIEVE ITS SO FREAKING LOOONG SINCE I LASTED BLOGGED!!!
HAIZ IM PISSED...AT MYSELF I BELIEVE,I MEAN HOW CAN I BE SO WEAK,TO LOSE MY CONCENTRATION AND MY MIN JUST BECAUSE OF ONE GUY??
A GUY THAT I CAN'T FORGET TILL TODAY...I TRIED MANY ATIMES TO FORGET HIM AND YET HE JUST KEEP APPEARING IN MY FREAKING MIND....OH GOSH I THINK IM GOING CRAZY..AARON,AARON,AARON HIS NAME JUST KEEPS APPEARING IN MY MIND,AND I CANT HELP THINKING OF THOSE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES WE ONCE HAD,THEN I THOUGHT OF HOW IMMATURE I WAS THEN....HOW I OFTEN TOOK THE THINGS AROUND ME FOR GRANTED....AND THEN I FELT THE IMMENSE PAIN...OF MAYBE LOSING HIM AGAIN...I REALISED THAT I NEEDED HIM MORE THAN HE NEEDS ME...BE IT IN MOTIVATING ME TO ACHIEVE MY DREAMS,TO GET BETTER RESULTS OR TO BE A BETTER PERSON...TO BE FRANK,I'VE SINCE LOST MY MOTIVATION AFTER HE LEFT...I KNOW I'LL NEVER FIND SOMEONE LIKE HIM AGAIN...BUT THINGS WILL GET BETTER WILL IT???GOD WILL SOMEHOW GET ME OUT OF THIS FIX AND THINGS WILL FLOW IN???OMG ,CANT BELIEVE IT,IT'S BEEN A YEAR AND IM STILL GRIEVING....THIS IS REALLY BAD...URGHHH..GOTTA FIND MYSELF SOME SORT OF DISTRACTION...BUT IM GONNA BE LIKE HIM...ALWAYS HUNGRY FOR MORE..and never satisfied

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2010-11-18T23:04:00.001+08:00

I saw him again...OR rather i saw his "twin"...at first i thought that person was him and i ran from the first carriage in the train to the last one,just hoping to catch a glimpse of him..but it was a disappointment when i saw that it was another person instead... and coincidentally when i went on facebook earlier on i saw many birthday wishes on his wall and i realised that it was his birthday today..well today certainly brings back alot of memories for me...and i was thinking in the train on my way to school,what would have happened if we can turn back the cloock and start over again..would i be that mean?will i love him even more? well im not sure,im beginning to get terrified... You will definitely not understand how apologetic i am towards you and sometimes i even wish that you weren't born in the first place.. there might be happy times but i can't deny that there's no nightmares too.. but for now i'm still hurting although you might appear fine...

2010-06-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

Life is really unpredictable i must say.....and the thing is that you'll never know whose the next person that you'll fall in love with...It comes in Package too!you can never force love therefore when things do not go your way,you'll just have to pray and see what God can do for you=)I like you alot and i just want you to be happy... Love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own,no matter how painful the choices you face might be.... But still i never regretted liking you and no matter what tHe outcome might be i'll support your decision,thats what love is all about isnt it??

2010-06-04T19:58:00.001+08:00

Pre--U Sem is really fun!!!its really one of the best camp I've ever attended in my entire life.My group mates were really fun and we had an awesome time!!!i apologize for not blogging since like i don't know when.....Haha the guys in my group were exceptionally funny and gentlemanly....I'll definitely miss everyone....Pre U Sem has given me an eye opener and I really learn a lot of things from there.I'll become stronger after the conversation with Michelle and I've learn t a lot of things from her too!!!I think IJ girls click easily after all and we rocks...I LOVE IJ!MUACKS!Patricia will learn to let go and she will be stronger than ever in time to come...I finally know what i really want in life and I'll work hard to achieve it!!!Although in life,there might be many back sets but I wont be beaten that easily and I've prove to you i'm stronger than what you think i am=)

2010-04-10T00:19:00.000+08:00

Today was SR olympics!!i got sunburn DESPITE putting a generous amount of sunblock on my face..now i look like a tomato=(The cheerful event of today was that i went out with my clique today!!!it's awesome!!!we went to East Coast and we went to bowl.ALthough i suck at it and the ball keeps going to the drain but i enjoyed it!!i sort of blade a little after bowling despite the wet ground because i had my precious KAHYEE to hold me in case i fall...(aww so sweet right?)haha then finally we went to Parkway to eat at AJISEN RAMEN...OKAY THAT WAS THE WORST RAMEN I HAVE EVER EATEN...i spent 17 bucks on that ramen and it tastes like....umm i donno how to say ,haha maybe shit?haha jkjk..itmjust taste really horrible and that green tea is tasteless,i think they forgot to add the syrup/sweetener thats why...ewww! I LOVE KAHYEE JANICE AND AMELIA!!!

2010-04-03T00:42:00.000+08:00

i still can't believe that im going for pre u sem!!!ahh its killing me...how long have i dreamt of it and now its true...haha plus we're gonna stay at NUS..my dream place!!!haha to update,i sang a song after my election speech and if im not wrong,(frm wat my class said)the whole school was cheering for me!!!ahh im so happy!!i was like trembling when i sang the song (when you believe) on stage...haha luckly i practice it hundreds of times with kah yee in Ij and i almost made her go deaf...lol well i guess i proved the fact that when i sing,the windows DOES NOT CRRACK afterall=)well but getting into pre u sem also means that i have lots of work to do ,not mentioning school work...im dying at econs=(well even though i got second highest in class but that does not mean that im doing well...okay maybe just for demand and supply topic...i suck at chem,why must redox be so difficult???its like learning alien language..tsk hate it!!AND GP TOTALLY KILLED ME...i failed my gp test...i mean how can i??from Ij leh must do IJ proud ma...hahaaha okay i shall talk about things i love now..i love going for mass!!shopping!!talking to claris!!!and ky,lia,jan and so many more...I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I MISS YOU TOO!!!my life is like IJ -> sr -> nus -> air-stewardess!!!i sleep/talk eat/think abt being a stewardess one day...i just cant wait to be one!!!oh and i love the airport too...haha randomness is getting onto me....

2010-03-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

I'm tired.... I just submitted an election speech for ms toh to vet.JC is tiring and I cant deny that I miss IJ..ten yrs of school in IJ has definitely left lasting impressions on me...i feel a sense of belonging there..its like my home..haiz but all good things have to come to an end don they?haha and im equally nervous because in abt a weeks time im gonna have to stand in front of lets say 2000 people and deliver a speech?im gonna die of either stage fright or nervousness.Well i just have to overcome that and hopefully i wont screw things up on that day...i wanna leave a lasting impression on the people so they'll vote for me and instead of making them throw vegetables at me. okay first i gotta finish my geog lecture revision/tutorial by tonight or tmr morning(lol if i can get up)then i gotta do my chemistry and maybe start on the chinese video presentation...=( haha i can manage this...i know i can i just have to turn stress into some kind of constructive energy=)i'll try it

2010-03-14T00:43:00.001+08:00

i was emo-ing today...i realise that i was still hurt,or rather the wound that you left me just opened up again.i,ve always thought that you would be mine but i could neve guess that you would fly away one day.I thought time could erase my hurt but im still stuck in a situation of in between..i used to think that just because we both have the same dreams we'll meet again somehow and things will change...but i think things are different now,come to think of it even if we stayed on,it still wont work somehow it could be due to the difference in IQ,personality,EQ and the way we see things perhaps...i wont forget those things we both said to each other during those times...its really nice to have you around or to know that such a person actually exist..you made me believe in love and you're just the best thing that ever happen to me.you'll always be a part of me and no matter what happens in the future i hope you'll always retain your sweet smile and your passion for flying...i used to be your restriction in the past but i made you free now...you'e free to fly..and i hope you'll fly happily..maybe we were always meant to say goodbye...right from the start..i will move on.i will be able to acheive the unattainable and i will be strong..dont underestimate me because you dont know me at all...you can say im unreasonable and things like that but have you ever thought of your flaws and wondered why it did not work in the end?well its alr useless to harp on the issue and furthermore you have alr moved on...you said you have your life to live,well i HAVE mine to live too...i thought the= sentence you said the last time is very hurtful and maybe that can be one thing you wanna change abt yourself?THINK ABOUT IT

2010-02-20T11:59:00.005+08:00

yay!!!its saturday again...school was really tiring!!i had student council interview on friday and its mentally tiring!!haha i had to think of all sort of answers to reply the teachers who were interviewing me=)and the questions they gave are like...wat do you think of casinos?wats the recent news abt?and which is more impt council or studies?lol i was so nervous when i was in front of them...searching for a reply...well with GOD's help i managed to pass the interview(lol surprisingly)hmm but theres still elections and elections are scary...=(haha i went for band practice after that and i was learning how to play the clarinet!I dint know my side reading was so terrible till yesterday.i could not catch up with the notes and i sounded really horribly when i tried to play a C on the clarinet....it was awful when the sound came out...lol fortunately Alex came to my rescue...he was very nice and he guided me all along like pointing the different notes to tell and telling me which part of the song are they at now...(lol coz i tend to get lost)haha its really nice to have someone helping you like he has grade 8 piano so he's much more pro than me!!haha and he even stayed back after band just to teach me how to read the score!!haha i really appreciate that alex!!haha when band ended and we had to keep our instruments,alex couldnt open his clarinet to dismantle it so i offered to help...lol guess what happen!!when i managed to open it in the end,a whole lot of saliva just splash on my skirt...lol i was like OMG my skirt is wet with alex's saliva....lol how gross can that be??lol but we ended laughing at each other and we went to clean up the saliva...lol it seems like he tried too hard to learn how to play the clarinet and ended up investing alot of saliva in it!!lol oh and after everything...i went to meet amelia at popular!!!and we were chattin non-stop...lol there goes my day!!!

2010-02-07T16:23:00.002+08:00

life has to go on and people gotta move on ... i never knew that i would fall for you so deeply till today.I have never fallen for anyone the way I've fallen for you...the feelings you gave me are to strong for me to even reject...i really wanted to make this work but i guess you ended it before it could even work.Im hurt,really hurt and i believe i will remain like this for quite sometime till i recover..its really a huge blow for me to handle and i guess you've already moved on..lucky for you to get rid of the pain so quickly...It becomes a phobia for me now to like someone so much again so i guess i could just settle with making friends as for now..And i should concentrate on studying now that the scary A lvl will be approaching..Relationship is a distraction..so I'll be wise and stray away from it as far as i can,to prevent getting en strangled in it at the end of the day and ruining my studies..Yeah that's my goal for now,to get into either NTU,NUS or SMU!!!

2010-02-05T22:14:00.003+08:00

AHH im finally bloggin again...like after how many months?? haha orientation was quite fun as in we had a picnic under the hot sun on the football field so i got sunburned!!its quite cool like you get red all over and you'll look like a lobster...Next we have to choose our cca and thats what im concerned about..like i dont really wanna join choir so im thinking of maybe band?or canoeing?although the seniors said that canoeing is really though like we have physical trainings and we have to run like hell!!But i like the water even though its like at macritchie where you see all the funny animals...yep so today i went for the council tea session..It was like an hour or so and we have talks on how isit like to be a leader of the school and wat to do for elections which will be held 2 weeks from now?haha i was like shocked?when i got the council form!!lol i think the teacher really made a mistake coz im definitely not council type and im so mean!!lol haha i wonder wat kind of leadership she saw in me man...lol maybe talkative?anyway im still considering on council cause its a HUGE responsibility and i dont know if i can cope with council and elections as well as A levels..and its really scary running for elections..like super scary!!!standing in front of the WHOLE school to deliver a speech or answer questions haha after that i went for choir audition and surprisingly i got in!!lol so im confused...

2009-05-16T16:49:00.002+08:00

Saturday sucks!i woke up at ten in the morning and my mummy began nagging....i still have tuition homework,f&n coursework and chem to do...I'm so gonna die. i still have to go popular to get set sq,assessments,and foolscap...i have no time!i just wasted my Saturday like that...I'm beginning to hate my life now...ahh i hate it.. firstly i don't feel like going for choir tmr but unfortunately i have to...okay i think I'm contradicting myself..then on Monday we have school!i bet we're gonna check some stupid papers that are out to kill me....my life is terrible,i think I'll fail my o levels eventually...

2009-04-04T12:39:00.003+08:00

mid years are approaching!

i have decided to study hard and stop using the

computer...i shall listen to sasha and not blog or watch

tv till mid-years are over.

this will be the last time i will come online till my exams

are over..(i hope i can resist the temptation)

no more shopping and movies for the too!these can wait

till my exams are done..

lastly i will try to cut down on my messaging...

THINGS I WILL NEED TO CHANGE

-I WILL STOP DAYDREAMING IN CLASS

-I MUST NOT WASTE ANYMORE TIME

-STOPS SLEEPING IN CLASS

-STOP TALKING IN CLASS

-PAY ATTENTION DURING LESSON

-I HAVE TO DO ALL MY HOMEWORK

i love you too baby!

i'll never give up!

2009-03-21T22:18:00.007+08:00

VOLTAGE VOLTAGE VOLTAGE!!!

Danceworks competition ended today,tanglin,sji and ju ying got into the finals...

can't really remember the other school that got in.

Anyway we got the high energy award!

everyone was crying cause they were either too touched or too sad that we dint get

into the finals and i feel weird as i was the only one not crying...but in the end i

tried to put myself in their shoes and i manage to squeeze out a few tears of

joy/sadness i don't know...

i wanted to shop after the competition but everyone seems very tired so we had

dinner at vivo and went home after that...tiff and jewel was like super kpo...they're

always eavesdropping on my conversation with jia.

I'M SORRY ________

i feel very bad that you couldn't come because of me..I'll make it up to you i promise!

Anyway I'm very proud of you ,You're always there when i needed you.

I shall end my day with the danceworks theme!

DANCE YOUR WAY TO A DRUG FREE LIFE

2009-03-16T16:21:00.009+08:00

Today is a nice day... i talk to Amelia today and its awesome...i was late for dance ..dance started at 10am and ended at 2pm. In the end i went for dance at 1 so i just dance for an hour and i went home after that...whoosh its been so long since the last time i blog..i forgot the password to my account!yeah and in the end i manage to change my password after much difficulty.. oh and i realise how kind my friends can be...during the bbq at pasir ris,KY has been extremely nice to me..like ultra nice!yeah dance nowadays have been really horrible...i have practices almost everyday and i don't really have the time to complete my holiday homework.. My life is so screwed!

2009-02-17T09:29:00.002+08:00

Im finally blogging again..i can't believe it,i actually blog during f&n..okay amelia just kicked some wire and the computer just shut down!she so umm..not violent

okay lesson has ended im going off now bye!

2009-01-25T14:09:00.004+08:00

I learnt that nothing is impossible

and everything can be solved...

never make hasty decisions unless

you can afford to regret it later on...

You made me fall for you so hard

and now I've reach a point of no return...

2009-01-17T20:22:00.002+08:00

ahh! found out alot of things recently and i like Marissa!she's really a nice girl..ha ha i seem to like everybody.i miss him,lets hope it'll be Monday soon.i finish reading new moon,its not that nice after all...i think i still of prefer twilight!I'm updating my blog finally all thanks to Amelia's reminder..so everyone please thank Amelia for enlightening me..i got into danceworks and its very stressful because of all the practices and things involved that made me so busy....argh i guess i just have to bear with it till danceworks competition is over....

2009-01-11T19:50:00.004+08:00

yo!i think my blog is kind of like dead...
I'll been irritating HER recently..and i got scolded by HER
quite alot after school
I'm still deciding if i should go to a JC or a poly...but what
matters most is O levels first...alot of weird things happen
recently,SOME people thinks that going to macritchie is
considered weird....i just found out that i don't have a sense of
direction...okay that was random...

2008-12-08T12:43:00.011+08:00

i went for christmas shopping today...i went to orchard alone because my
mum is busy and she can't make it...It was a headache when it comes to

shopping because i've NO idea what to get for christmas gifts....i had an

awful time smelling all the scented candles that the promoters was

showing to me....it was also very tiring to shop,i had to carry those heavy

bags of presents and my arm was aching when i came home.

I'm gonna meet _________ tmr and i'm very very happy!

okay i gotta go for swimming already bye!

2008-12-08T12:43:00.010+08:00

I think it's time to make a change..

this is what a teacher once said "if you don't change the attitude

you will lose time".....Its true actually.

I need to learn to be more organise

to be gentle

to be nicer

to be patient

to be quiet

to be useful

to be joyful

to be more forgiving

Its really nice when you really spend time with your

friends,talking to them and most of all,go out with them.

I'm very glad that I've so many awesome friends

around me and I'll always treasure them....

Friends are part of your life,they multiply your

joys and divide your sorrows....

2008-12-02T14:19:00.005+08:00

I'm back!

I enjoyed myself at the wedding and the people in Malaysia is quite nice

actually.

It was my first time being the bridesmaid and it was really fun..i get Ang Pao for

being one too!

It was fun like we had the gate crashing and we gave the guys all sorts of difficult

things to do like eating weird stuff and making them kiss each other...

ooh and you know mostly when you go for wedding dinner,they'll play a video of

how the groom travel to the brides house and pick her up..yeah,actually it

wasn't just filming,it was acting too.

I had to act to be fanning the bride to give the whole video a nice effect and my

hand was like aching after hours of filming....and we had to smile in the most

natural way some more.

Overall,its a nice experience being one and helping with the brides' gown wasn't

so bad after all..

I'm starting to shop for Christmas already

actually i do not have much time left

for shopping cause I'll be leaving for Malaysia the following week..

so cya!

2008-11-17T15:35:00.009+08:00

hey do you all miss me?

yeah i just came back from confirmation camp yesterday and it was very tiring.

i had bad aches all over cause we had to sleep on the hard floor.

It was in the classroom okay,and theres no air con some more..

i feel terrible these few days,i guess it's because i did something wrong.. i said

something harsh to Aloy and yea i think it sort of hurt/embarrass him.

I'M SORRY

I'm really sorry,like i know you appeared to be alright overall but i can somehow feel that you're very sad...

so cheer up!

2008-11-11T14:45:00.014+08:00

Today's a rainy day again.

why must it rain everyday? Its not that i hate it when it rain but who wants to go out on a rainy day? yeah,the rain spoils my shopping plans with my mum.

Don't forget,i've MANY other friends to go out with,so lets hope that it won't rain when i'm out to ECP with my friends! Oh btw,sasha's nice,she called me today just to ask me if i wanna do cip at Ren Ci hospital tmr.Of course how can i dissapoint such a sweet girl,i agreed..It also means that i've to reshedule my outing with my friends..

I have a laptop at last! Its a good thing i've a laptop now so that i need not fight with my bro over the com. My mum bought it yesterday and we both had a hard time trying to locate the wireless network connection.

Okay and I'm worrying over the upcoming wedding too. Being the bridesmaid,I've to be nicely dressed but the problem is that i does not have a nice dress and i would have to go to the bridal studio to choose a bridesmaid gown.If I'm not wrong ,the wedding package comes with the suits,gowns and a bridesmaid's gown..Yay which means that i need not go shopping just to shop for a gown that i will only wear it once in my lifetime..and its such a waste of money.

I had a weird dream last night and it sort of doesn't have a storyline.Maybe it's because i was reading before i slept yesterday that's why i had the dream..and guess wat,the book that i was reading was a love story *hint hint* yeah so i guess you all know who i was dreaming about right??

haiz as usual, Stephanie(our queen of bloggers) is still having cold war with leky or rather hand hand

okay i think I'll either has comments spammed on my tag board or I'll get strangled when both of them find out that they have been mentioned on my blog

Nee way i have to go bye!

2008-11-08T19:11:00.006+08:00

Finally my job attachment ended!My last day there was actually quite bad..I cried lah..I had a terrible director who's so mean!He doesn't wanna let me go home when I'm sick..I was going to faint any moment and he insist that i can only go home at the usual time..Oh we also got a teddy bear as a souvenir but guess Wat,it has something wrong with it...yeah i bet its some spoilt teddy bear that they gave us... What I've learnt from the working life is that it's very tough and you have to face scoldings and you have to do everything alone cause there'll be nobody to help you.In the end i still think studying is the best..yeah so its very important that we must study hard The Conrad staff!

2008-11-01T17:52:00.003+08:00

I went out today...mainly because i need to buy things for job attachment and its so troublesome...I can't even remember the password for the locker that we'll be using during work.I had a haircut today and it doesn't really make a difference to me cause i still look the same..oh i met siti and zoey today,they helping to distribute flyers and surprisingly it was to help to promote zoey's dad business...I got strangled but my bother today as usual and i got abit of sore throat now

2008-10-31T19:45:00.008+08:00

The day when the three of us went for dinner together This was certainly the best drink that i've ever tried! Fries

Today was fun in school be be because it was the last day of school and i pon the geography today cause it was so early and i slept at 12am last night...I went to school at 10.45 today and we had chem and math...Its all saints day today so i went for choir/mass ...Im so so excited for my job attachment lah,it'll be my first time working and its just so cool! The reporting time is at nine and we end work at about 5pm every day..Lunch will be provided too!

2008-10-29T21:33:00.004+08:00

High school musical is so nice!everyone should watch it..One thing you all shall remember is that always watch a movie with someone.I went to watch movie with my DATE today..As usual my dates are all hot and sweet..haha cool right..my date was so cute la,we went to Ljs for lunch and after that we sort of shop around although i kind of thought that it was quite boring to shop there cause theres practically nothing there. Im so excited for tmr,we're going to Conrad hotel because the boss wanna have a meeting i think...i'll be going with stephanie and ky.I hope the work that we're assigned to do will be easy becoz i can't stand hard work and i'll die if they really make us be a waitress>I'll turn the fish into mince fish la i just can't wait for tmr..okay i think i gotta do homework now..

2008-10-28T21:32:00.013+08:00

im so happy today!Finally i managed to blog in a thousand years ..and my com is back to working condition=)I had fun in school today cause there's no homework and most of all i got in to the sector that i wanted for job attachment!i'll be posted to conrad hotel and we'll be in the frontline.I was very shock when our class was chosen first,which means that we had the best chances of getting into the places that we wanna work at.oh stephanie and i are planning to watch high school musical 3 at cine tmr becoz two of my friends pangseh me and went to watch themselves =(

I miss aaron,lets hope that a month will pass quickly.Im like stuffing myself with food everyday i think i 'll need to hit the gym soon if not i'll really turn into a big fat pig...

ky and i ordered the same food! It turn out to be very nice and i like the salad best=)

ooh this is what Stephanie ate..Its banana crumble!

ha ha looks can be deceiving aye,it look very delicious but it din really turn out that way cause i think they added too much caramel and the whole dessert was too sweet.lol we all had fun stealing her ice cream though.oh ya and i LOVE the bananas..ha ha i love love love bananas!

2008-10-16T14:51:00.002+08:00

i got back some of my results today and i think i'll be getting most of them tmr!Im so afraid for my science.i think i'll fail chemistry cause it sucks and it'll also pull my biology down....Haiz and we all have to go back to school for extra lessons and guess what,we'll be learning sec FOUR work...ahh so sian!yeah and i had a very shocking surprise recently...so that will keep me happy for the time being=Di almost got a heart attack when i found out what the surprise was...I really din expect it><

2008-09-22T15:18:00.003+08:00

YEAH! The wedding was a success which made me quite happy for the week.oh and my dad went to dye part of his hair RED and he looks weird man! like seriously weird!there was lots of nice food at the dinner too ,there's like abalone,scallop and many many other things.There was also like roses on the table ,like one whole bunch of them.i went to pluck them out one by one cause i was so bored and my cousin was like on stage ,singing their wedding song or something. The wedding was held at shangri la hotel so it was quite nice actually like the ambiance and we were in some ballroom which was like so big,i think its the size of two/three swimming pool that long.It was really really nice,lol i think i shall hold my wedding dinner there one day=D The sad thing was that there's no wedding cake!how can a wedding not have a wedding cake?its so so sad cause i think they had no time in the end that's why..oh and Yesterday my dad opened this bottle of red wine and everyone drank it,including me and it taste horrible.i guess its because of the red wine that made me feel so hot at night and I've to on the air con to sleep. Okay its time to study...

2008-09-19T16:00:00.002+08:00

i decided to go to school today cause i have three periods of accounts and i can't afford to miss it...so i missed the church wedding which made me so sad..but neeway i still have the wedding dinner to look forward to,which is like in three hours time and im still doing my homework now.i am so caught up with my homework lately that i din really have proper rest and all..yupps and im just waiting for my exams to be OVER!

2008-09-05T11:34:00.003+08:00

i had Chinese oral today and i think i flunk it.although lao shi said that it was quite good but i still think that its horrible,I've got a scolding from mummy when she revise with me yesterday and found out that I've not memorised the whole thing yet and she was telling me how easy oral is and it's very easy to score.Yea and everyone will be studying hard cause the BIG exams are approaching and i think i must study too!I'm still wondering if i should go for that basketball thing tmr,but I've to study...and i can't even play so even if i go,I'll just be um..cheering?I've got alot of weddings to attend too,one in 13 September and two more on 19 and 26 Sep and the last one in 1January...i guess it'll be fun though it may get abit boring after attending so many...yeps but for now,i need ta study so...BB!

2008-08-12T17:00:00.002+08:00

Im so stress lately!!!And the stress is coming from KONG...in a nicer way,she's mrs kong,my bio teacher...i hate her.She does not wanna return me my library book till the last day of school and i think im gonna have a fine that total up to hundreds...i've lots of homework to do today and tests are coming soon...MUST STUDY HARD! bye

2008-08-04T20:11:00.004+08:00

i had some international exam today and the test papers are like O level standard..it even has the serial numbers and everything.I'm lucky that i got the English paper while some people got the maths one and i really pitied those who has the maths paper as they have alot of calculations to do and it also has alot of calculator work.the whole thing was quite difficult and its a total of 5 whole hours sitting on our desks and we only have like ...5mins break after each paper and we can't even get up and stretch or something.there is also alot of comprehension,actually every question was compre...and i think there's at least ten compre in one paper.I'm like practically going blind after reading one compre after another.wen qin was also there for the exam,she's quite talkative but other than that i find that she's quite nice just that maybe she needs to see a counsellor or something cause she seems to have some kind of problem and often talks to herself.like how other people discriminate her because of this....i think maybe some of us should try talking to her to help her overcome this problem rather than gossiping about her and keeping a distance from her.which will only worsen her condition and make her feel unwanted and different form other people.okay enough of that we shall talk about Cassandra now..DiD i mention that she was my best friend?ha ha she still is!i just talked to her today and she also told me that she had this boyfriend called James...and she really like him..like since last year already she was telling me that she's crazy about him and she used to write his name on her hand,and ends up getting scolded by teachers.I'm really glad for her,at least she was finally with someone that she really like and not with someone who she was just playing with and in the end both parties get hurt....i got to study for test now!

2008-08-03T22:07:00.005+08:00

ha ha i realised that not all people can sing...okay that was random..lol hm i was supposed to be sad today cause I've alot of troubles today,like Sasha went to the hospital cause she fainted and crash into the bin or something like that..and i cannot rush out my project in time for my teacher tmr,haha nvm I'll try to find an excuse to tell her tmr.its time to sleep now especially this month,must sleep earlier..lol nites everybody

2008-08-02T17:23:00.002+08:00

My dad woke me up at 7.30 am today for swimming and i was so tired.i was late for swimming and my dad has to fetch my brother and i there,i din even have time to have my breakfast and as you know,you need energy for swimming so i told coach that i could not swim timing today cause i got no energy.in the end he still believe me despite the lame excuse that i gave him.i did laps today and like about 20Min's later this guy came along,i thought he looked kind of familiar like I've seem him somewhere before,but this is the first time i saw him during swimming.He was very dark but he's not very good in swimming,i finished 2 laps already he's still swimming his first lap.He has this brother who was kind of completing with my brother and they were both super fast in their swimming and his brother is only like....primary five or six.but the two brothers are quite nice and friendly,like they'll come and talk to you occasionally...after swimming i went to some CC to revise with KY,Amelia and Janice,its only for a short while as they left very soon.in the end i decided to grab something to eat and i went home.my doggy was so naughty today ,it kept on peeing and i had to clean up the mess... in short,i love Saturdays

2008-08-01T20:42:00.002+08:00

hmm today i had biology and geography test...i actually forgot the trees in the middle zone so i anyhow guess the answer and i wrote avicennia trees but the correct answer turn out to be rhizophora..and after that i had bio test,it was quite okay....after that i had chinese compre correction...i really want to go to A class for chinese although im in a B class now but im gonna work hard and maybe at the end of the year,i'll be able to make it to A class=D jacq and i are better today ,at least we talk to each other.ooh and i fianally made up with cassandra..i waas so happy,as in really really happy...i felt alot better after clearing up the misunderstanding with her...its like a NEW beginning.after that i went to the library to rush out the f&n project,like it'll be counted for final year....yupps and i din go for cyf today as im not feeling well..abit of fever

2008-08-01T18:20:00.000+08:00

hey ppl im so bored okay bb

2008-07-28T19:15:00.000+08:00

i have no comments today,it's just a very sad day..

2008-07-15T16:14:00.002+08:00

omg...today's like the most awful day of my life....i realised that I've friends that are unpleasant...yea I'm so damn bloody pissed off...ok yeah,and i don't really have the mood to blog today.jacq just ignore me during maths today and claris just simply did something to annoy me...yay racial harmony is coming soon and im quite happy..yea that's all for today=(

2008-07-14T15:56:00.003+08:00

IM HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY...

feel happy because i ate alot of rice today and found out who's the spammer on my blog

sch was boring last friday, wasted 2 periods of poa because that mrs tan was talking abt her whole story life , so much people were laughing their heads off but some people like janice only know how to sleep and do her own things then right amelia only know how to stare at me and act blur (it's TRUE).ky was so blur can only know how to stare blindly, that chelsea was listening ATTENTIVELY and asking about her future husband=)i think her future husband will be some minister or something cause she has always said that her *uncle*is some minister or something

sasha , steph, jacq and me was listening , but i was REALLY listening okay haha

today right

suddenly they became so nice to me and therefore i was also KIND and we all patch up..so yeah i was kind of happy...

but still,life's boring...

oh ya amelia was like asking me if i wanna go j8 for shopping later..amelia was like telling tales to janice and things like thAT..oh man this is getting complicated..yea and she was saying that i almost died just now while crossing the road cause i drop something and i ran back when its red light to retrieve it....omg im so angry now,janice went to delete the friendster thing just because of some misunderstanding..walao so xiao qi

lol bye

2008-06-23T14:44:00.002+08:00

i like the first day of school! its fun..actually we don't really have homework today because most of our teachers are either absent,or they're busy with something....okay we had a new teacher for accounts today and she's mrs tan...yeah,i MISS ang zi kai..i just realize that we sort of took him for granted ....he's a really really nice teacher.I WANT HIM BACK..oh yea and im putting braces soon..im kind of scared,cause of the extraction of teeth and i hate injection!!!ohya and i also realize that im going to the same dental as stephanie!okay i guess that we're gonna have lots of homework soon and life's gonna be SO boring again...and for hhf,we have a new activity and that is ...mass dance.okay i think its quite stupid cause we gonna have a competition to compete with the whole level thing..okay bye for now im gonna eat soon..im hungry

2008-06-19T19:01:00.002+08:00

OKAY i went to Malaysia and i got bitten by stupid blood-sucking mosquitoes...its super hot yea..i went swimming and got sunburned....my skin is like basically tearing and the new skin is like a different colour from the rest.oh ya and now i got a total of eight dogs and puppies altogether...the swimming pool water was like algae-ish..and there's spiders and insects in the pool..but nevertheless i still went for a swim cause the weather was effing HOT!yea and like my om has this virus because of my brother and his online games..gosh its like so fast,school is gonna reopen soon..i hate going to school..and i have not finish my holiday homework yet..

2008-06-08T13:53:00.003+08:00

hey! i woke up late today cause my dad overslept and made me late for choir practice...okay,choir was fun today cause bernard cut the practice short and we all went home early today!haiz i can't believe i still have swimming later..coz of my stupid coach,want us to train more so that we can improve on our speed.im hungry!i think i only ate like ...okay i din really eat i just drank water...yupps and my dad i taking so long just to buy food for me...oh yea.i've got a very special comment from someone today ..lol,i bet the person she's talking about will be very happy to hear that...oh btw,i had a very good time shopping and there was sale everywhere..haha i bet the person that was shopping with me felt boring and tired while we shop.yeah thats all for now,i think i'll be going away next week...OKAY bye! i gtg and have my lunch now

2008-06-01T13:07:00.003+08:00

yo people...finally dance ended...i was so tired and i have muscle aches all over.Dance night was cool yesterday but the energy level was not there and whats worse was that i forgot my steps.It was so embarrassing,someone kept calling my name when i was on stage..haha yea,we had full run yesterday and the run was like much better than the actual performance... yay,i finally get to relax and I'm going out with Melissa tmr!hmm i saw lots of people at sji yesterday,like ex dance members and all...i came home at about eleven plus yesterday and i couldn't get up for choir today...i bet the Bernard will definitely scold me next Sunday i wanna go shopping ...i wanna go out..it's so freaking boring at home ..okay that reminds me,i have not done my tuition homework yet. i totally hate it...i feel like dying .life is so so so boring hmm i wonder where shall i go tmr..i feel like watching a movie but i also feel like going shopping... haiz it's so troublesome...

2008-05-23T20:18:00.004+08:00

erm...like i totally can't believe it...Janice made me delete like a quarter of the post just because she thinks that it's quite stupid....gosh..dance training is killing me..I'm so tired that i think i can fall asleep any moment now.yea,life is like a drama...oh and i also found out alot of things today...i had a really nice chat with Nicole and i found out alot about the people in church and at the same time,also realize that we have so many things in common..yea,and AMELIA was bugging me today about love triangle or something,i didn't really listen to her cause i was day dreaming as usual...but she said something about love rival or something....lol she's so sensitive...hm Amelia i appreciate your concern but i think you must understand certain things about people or something...like trust...you know ...

2008-05-18T20:09:00.005+08:00

gosh....i would never thought that i would be rob in my entire life...hmm that was damn scary,and i think I'm gonna have nightmare about it...firstly,its because of that stupid garden that we got rob and secondly its because Singaporeans are so mean...I'm okay after the incident,just that SOMEONE got hurt cause the SOMEONE went to fight with the robber .....but never mind cause i consider that as brave ...haiz i realize that Singaporeans are so unhelpful,and they're so inconsiderate...gosh like this is the first time i actually saw people fighting and there's blood ...whoosh i just can't believe it

2008-05-13T17:39:00.003+08:00

gosh...today was such a BORING day...i can't believe it i thought that we have school today so i brought all the books to school and then i realize that there is no lessons today and that we are having post exams activities...i was so tired today and i even have difficulties climbing up the stairs because of dance yesterday...i think i used up too much energy for dance already...haiz next time i shall just mark my steps ...i was so hungry after dance.....and ky was SO irritating....she went to grab my shoe during assembly and threw it across the hall.then they were playing with my shoe ar....KIND amelia help me to KICK my shoe back...i was like whoa..that helps alot... hmm i think im done here today.. im so tired... BYE!

2008-05-09T21:09:00.003+08:00

heys finally FINALLY my exams ended...i have lots of dance practices now...and im getting stress about dance night...haha i've decided to pon dance and go SHOPPING with stephanie instead...haha its so fun like we went to some shops to try on the shoes and the sales assistant was like quite angry cause we din buy anythin in thr end and we wasted alot of her time><lol then i started to get HYPER and we started to talk about some GIRLS stuff and we loss count of the time...oh and we did something very funny today...sasha felt giddy today so she msg steph to come and rescue her so i happened to be there and we accompanied her to the interchange...when we reached the interchange,there was a flight of stairs and that was a BIG prob for sasha so we decided to help her down and i started to joke that sasha will fall and and i will fall too!haha so i joke that we will fall on steph and ch will be there to catch her when she fall....haha but in the end steph said that ch is very weak and in the end aaron will be there to support him.....i was like wth...kay i admit i can never win steph in debating

2008-05-02T12:48:00.003+08:00

i HAD maths exam today.....i feel so stress stress stress stress stress.....haiz i still got three or four more papers to go i think ...haha anyway i've got SOMEONE to cheer me up so i think i can still cope afterall....i managed to finish my maths but i think i'll have alot of careless mistakes,so overall its still the same >okay i think im abit moody today and i don't know what im writing....arh its so horrible...

SUMMARY:

I feel so tired,oh and there was two guys in the same bus as me today and they are from some unknown school i think....they were singing all the way till they're reach their stop and it was super irritating cause they were singing some ah lian song i think...wad a bad thing to start my day with...in the end everything sucks....

OMG i feel so emo...

2008-04-25T21:45:00.004+08:00

i had Chinese exam today and i didnt have time to finish my comprehension!!!i think it's because i spent too much time analysing the close passage thats why..i was busy finishing my last question when the teacher said 'stop writing' i was like WT....and the comprehension is so hard i don't even understand what they are trying to say..lucky for me i went shopping today despite the upcoming exams....after that i went straight to church to study ...val also taught me accounts,because i don't understand what MR ang zi kai taught me in school

2008-04-24T13:26:00.004+08:00

arhh....i'm so stress due to the upcoming exams...I'm super angry and that stupid Janice and KY is very annoying...its like I'm so angry with them they still can joke with me..i just feel like killing them .Some more they still can say that i whine like a dog and even write it on her blog.In the first place they're so evil ..OK i admit that i whine but not to that extent..and its like she just took my things without asking for my permission and expect me to forgive her the next minute??i hate them!! they still can come up and talk to me this morning and when i ignored them,they still can say that im never serious ar!!! the worst thing is that Amelia lek keeps talking to herself(or talking to me) i don't know and its damn irritating she's practically shouting at my ear every second and she always seem to be around me too and she likes to strangle me for no reason like got attitude problem like that what a weirdo?.....arr i can't take it. I seriously need a break ..ohya i had my english compo exam today and i chose the topic (ambitions) haha i wrote about my ambition to be an air-stewardess and that i can fly around the world and some rubbish

2008-04-19T21:22:00.005+08:00

fantasia is NICE!its one of the best concert that i've been to....everyone seem to miss stephanie turning the double bass...But don't worry! i saw you! ..haha actually i was kind of paying attention to stepfanie all the time after all she's my GOOD friend.Hmm the songs that they played were nice too,especially the ones that we have to join in and clap along.

2008-04-12T10:20:00.005+08:00

Haiz im so tired,i ran the 2.4 run today....After the run i started to have abdominal pain and i was like dying from the pain after my run..The teacher also took notice of me in pain and told me to lie down and take some medicine or something...it was terrible.And when the pain did not go away after some time,they suspected that it was appendix and i was so frighten... Finally after awhile of checks that the teachers did to me to check where is the pain actually coming from,the pain began to go away,i think its because of the medicine that they gave me .....haha

2008-04-09T19:55:00.004+08:00

Im so tired today... First,i had PE today and we have to run 10 runs around the track and i was so tired that i was sleeping during maths lesson.. Second,i had dance today and we had this audition for the items for dance night..i did full-out today for the audition and after that i had bruises all over my leg from all the jumpings that we need to do... Thirdly,i had to go all the way to the interchange after dance, to buy the ingredients for my practical exam tomorrow... Hmm i think i shall say bye for now,still got alot of things that i need to do >< BYE!

2008-04-07T20:01:00.003+08:00

Dance was so horrible today..i forgot most of the steps that i learnt last week(as usual)im also not sure if im in flashback....i've got tuition on wednesday then i think practices for flashback is on wednesday too...haiz which means that i've to postpone tuition to another day again..And the worst thing is that i think i will fail my bio practical which i took today,cause i didn't know that we were supposed to add oil instead of water to the solution and i ended up getting the wrong results..Oh and when i came home after dance at abt 6 plus,i realised that i left my house keys in school..so i had to go back to school to get them...

2008-04-06T19:45:00.003+08:00

I had cat class today as usual...oh something funny happen today,when james was saying something about moses and the ten commandments,jeremy suddenly thought that he's very good in his english and started to correct james saying that he spelt moses wrongly like the right spelling is 'mosses'...its so funny ar!like james was trying to explain to him that 'mosses' refers to the green fungi that you get on the rocks ....and he's like so embarrassed la..

2008-04-05T15:11:00.003+08:00

haha i can't believe it sunday is coming... hmm i woke up at 11am because i wasnt feeling well today...but im so happy cause i got to miss swimming today.haiz its so quiet at home,i don't really feel like doing my homework at all and i have tuition tonight.haiz i think if my fever doesnt't go down,im will not be going for class tomorrow.hmm i think i'll just have my lunch and maybe sleep for a while more till my tutor comes...oh n hope that i can recover by tmr!

rain rain go away

2008-04-03T22:11:00.002+08:00

today was raining as usual...oh and i had my physical fitness test today and it sucks ...like i almost failed my inclined pull-ups.There was lightnings everywhere,jacq and me were like screaming away...We only had an umbrella and we were all drenched,its as good as not having an umbrella at all!haha in the end all my notes and worksheets are wet and the ink is like all smudged.i think i got abit of flu after getting drenched,and the aircon in the bus was like blasting away....Arh i feel so tired today,gonna sleep soon bye!

2008-04-02T22:02:00.003+08:00

hmm today was an unlucky day for me.After morning assembly,stephanie happen to be walking beside me and i was talking to her when she suddenly fell into a drain .I was seriously shock and didn't know what to do anyway she managed to get up from the drain.i pity her ,her legs are like all scratched and there's blood on her thighs...i had chem after recess and my teacher is so unreasonable,she made me stand ouside the classroom for 1 whole hour just because i didn't have my chem book with me...i so hate chem now...

hi everyone

2008-04-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

hmm im kind of emo today,i had school till 2.15 today.after school i had to rush down to the library to do community service.haha i have no choice,after all they certainly offer alot of extra cip hours ...hmm i had a quick lunch and ended up with gastric pain while doing some assignment given by the librarian.i went to church at about 5.55 and i was just in time for daily mass.whosh i had a busy day today!!!