OKAY! I THINK ITS TIME TO REVIVE MY BLOG....THINGS HAVE BEEN CRAZY SO FAR AND IM STRUGGLING TO KEEP UP WITH SCHOOLWORK,OUTINGS AND SO ON....AND SO FAR I'VE CAME TO A ROADBLOCK IN MY LIFE..THIS ROADBLOCK IS PREVENTING ME FROM MOVING FORWARD IN MY LIFE AND I CAN'T SEEM TO CONTROL IT....SO NOW I GUESS IM FACED WITH 2 CHOICES NOW,EITHER I FACE THE HARD TRUTH AND MOVE ON ,OR I CAN START EVERYTHING ANEW..ALTHOUGH IT MAY SOUND REALLY DIFFICULT TO RESTART EVERYTHING FROM SCRATCH AND RISKING THE FACT THAT IT MAY NOT EVEN WORK OUT IN THE END....I THINK IM READY TO GIVE IT A SHOT...AFTER THAT I'LL JUST LEAVE THINGS TO GOD AND YOU....IF THINGS ARE FATED TO BE THAT WAY,IT ONLY GOES TO SHOW THAT WE'VE BEEN WRONG IN THE VERY FIRST PLACE AND MAYBE THINGS ARE NEVER MEANT TO BE THAT WAY AFTER ALL...I SHOULD TRUST GOD AND BELIEVE THAT HE WILL MAKE ME STRONGER WITH EVERY PAIN INFLICTED....STILL IF THERES EVEN A TINY SPARK IN YOUR HEART,I HOPE TO IGNITE IT AGAIN<3