Blogging at 3am not because I can't sleep, but because im too worried for my pitching tmr.
Took an elective called "intro to entrepreneuship" and it happens to fall on a saturday. At least back in student council during the jc days, we had a script for us to follow just in case we forgot the pledge halfway through morning announcements...but now, we have to pitch a business idea with a script memorized.
sigh,why does life just gets harder?
On a happy note,Jerome finally took up the challenge of the boyfriend makeup tag and to my surprise,he didnt look much different before and after makeup..haha I think its because he is too tan,that no amount of foundation can make him look whiter...Sorry guys,no pictures to show because that toot made me promise that he will only do it on the condition that we dont take any pictures or videos :)
Pls pray that I will remember my script tmr,it means the world to me
goodnight you all earthlings!!! Hope tmr will be a better day for you guys:)
Love, pat
Saturday, August 30, 2014
Thursday, August 21, 2014
I don't wanna grow up
Back to blogging again tonight!
To be honest,i have always been an immature and irresponsible person. I guess it's a habit that was cultivated since young? Since young,i've always been very reliant on my parents, be it in the case of decision making / financial matters / advices, i'll always seek their help on it.Thus i guess this makes me very dependent on people and i often get scared when i have to make decisions alone,esp major decisions in life. Tonight, i made a terrible mistake...partly due to my irresponsibility and inability to organize my life.But it is also tonight that i realized that i am in the process of growing up. I am definitely not that mature person that a 21 years old should be like,but i know i'm slowly trying to reach my goal.It is also through tonight that when someone mentioned to me that i need to get my shit together and think before i act,that i realized that maybe im too greedy in life?like i want more that what my plate can take.And because of that,i always end up being disorganized and irresponsible as i don't fufill my promise to people. I know that it is also because of this that i disappoint people,and sometimes i feel like a utter disappointment myself. I have friends of my age,who have started businesses or are embarking on big projects or doing a major change to their life right now, and here i am wondering (and probably dreaming) how to earn big bucks in the future. Haahaaa maybe one day money will really fall from trees!! haha maybe if i ever do dream hard enough:)
On a sidenote ,i am really glad that i have someone to confine my troubles in, and i am really glad that there is someone who is leading the clueless me to the right path in life. Actually,i had a major takeaway from class today. My prof actually told us this.She mention that sometimes the person/partner that you're looking for in life, is actually the person that you've always wanna emulate or want to become. So in a way,unknowingly, most people tend to fall in love with the person who has the ideal version of themselves in life.
Haha!! As nothing is confirmed yet,i can't really reveal much to you guys...but i promise,i will update my blog again soon. As much as i hate growing up....coz life just sucks when you have more and more responsibility....in future,you'll have to think of family finances? family planning?? and career responsibilities??? But i guess, what doesn't kill you makes u stronger. So why be weak when you can be strong?
cheers!
pattie
To be honest,i have always been an immature and irresponsible person. I guess it's a habit that was cultivated since young? Since young,i've always been very reliant on my parents, be it in the case of decision making / financial matters / advices, i'll always seek their help on it.Thus i guess this makes me very dependent on people and i often get scared when i have to make decisions alone,esp major decisions in life. Tonight, i made a terrible mistake...partly due to my irresponsibility and inability to organize my life.But it is also tonight that i realized that i am in the process of growing up. I am definitely not that mature person that a 21 years old should be like,but i know i'm slowly trying to reach my goal.It is also through tonight that when someone mentioned to me that i need to get my shit together and think before i act,that i realized that maybe im too greedy in life?like i want more that what my plate can take.And because of that,i always end up being disorganized and irresponsible as i don't fufill my promise to people. I know that it is also because of this that i disappoint people,and sometimes i feel like a utter disappointment myself. I have friends of my age,who have started businesses or are embarking on big projects or doing a major change to their life right now, and here i am wondering (and probably dreaming) how to earn big bucks in the future. Haahaaa maybe one day money will really fall from trees!! haha maybe if i ever do dream hard enough:)
On a sidenote ,i am really glad that i have someone to confine my troubles in, and i am really glad that there is someone who is leading the clueless me to the right path in life. Actually,i had a major takeaway from class today. My prof actually told us this.She mention that sometimes the person/partner that you're looking for in life, is actually the person that you've always wanna emulate or want to become. So in a way,unknowingly, most people tend to fall in love with the person who has the ideal version of themselves in life.
Haha!! As nothing is confirmed yet,i can't really reveal much to you guys...but i promise,i will update my blog again soon. As much as i hate growing up....coz life just sucks when you have more and more responsibility....in future,you'll have to think of family finances? family planning?? and career responsibilities??? But i guess, what doesn't kill you makes u stronger. So why be weak when you can be strong?
cheers!
pattie
Sunday, August 17, 2014
life sucks
Gonna rant abit tonight,so pls bear with me.....
its been 1 week since school started and I feel like life has been drained out of me...
I'm always super busy running here and there or im involved in ccas and activities...which is quite worrying for a start as I havent touch my books at all.
Moving on,this semester,ive decided to go out of my comfort zone and hence I took an entrepreneurship elective.Hoping that it will miraculously help pull my grades up...but to my horror I just realised that this elective happen to fall on a saturday and there is this pitching graded session on 30 aug which means that I will not be able to attend color run this year. How awful can my week get...not only that..It also dawn upon me that hall 2 dnd falls on 29 aug...which means thaat I wont be able to go as I need the day to calm down and fully prepare for my graded pitching lesson the next day. Hahaa okayyy joke of the year! Hate that elective now...
Moving on......
Just some random thoughts about love...a friend asked me this recently, what is love? How do you know if someone is really in love with the person or are they just in love with the idea of Love itself?
I was equally confused as well and I didnt know how to answer her as they both seem like the same thing to me. It was only till recently that I found out the answer.
Love is a very powerful concept,but I guess what defines it, is whether you wanna be in love with that one person only, or that you like being in love,thus as long as youre in love...who that person is doesnt really matter as long as you like him and he like you back.
And so the question is,how do you know which one you belong to??
Well,my answer to that is that you will know that you only wanna love that one person if you no longer have interest in any other people of the opposite sex. No matter how much more goodlooking or smarter or richer that person is. You no longer seek to look for a better partner because you already deem the one that you have as THE BEST already.Hence even if there comes a scenario that a better one comes along,your choices would still be the same. And maybe I guess this kinda draws a define line between people who jumpship and those who dont.
While those people who merely like the idea of being in love...more often than not, theyre just obsessed with the notion of love...and thus they are more likely to jumpship when a better one comes along as the bond that they have is not to their partner,but the idea of being in love....and hence if they think tt the other party is capable of giving them more love or showering them with more care and attention that they are currently having now,chances of them leaving would be pretty high.
Hence,in my opinion,it is really important to distinguish if you really love the person or youre just in love with the concept of LOVE itself...
Because you can fall in love with anyone,but that anyone could only be looking for that special one
Ps: these are only my opinions and hence, not everyone might agree on this
Cheers!
Pattie
its been 1 week since school started and I feel like life has been drained out of me...
I'm always super busy running here and there or im involved in ccas and activities...which is quite worrying for a start as I havent touch my books at all.
Moving on,this semester,ive decided to go out of my comfort zone and hence I took an entrepreneurship elective.Hoping that it will miraculously help pull my grades up...but to my horror I just realised that this elective happen to fall on a saturday and there is this pitching graded session on 30 aug which means that I will not be able to attend color run this year. How awful can my week get...not only that..It also dawn upon me that hall 2 dnd falls on 29 aug...which means thaat I wont be able to go as I need the day to calm down and fully prepare for my graded pitching lesson the next day. Hahaa okayyy joke of the year! Hate that elective now...
Moving on......
Just some random thoughts about love...a friend asked me this recently, what is love? How do you know if someone is really in love with the person or are they just in love with the idea of Love itself?
I was equally confused as well and I didnt know how to answer her as they both seem like the same thing to me. It was only till recently that I found out the answer.
Love is a very powerful concept,but I guess what defines it, is whether you wanna be in love with that one person only, or that you like being in love,thus as long as youre in love...who that person is doesnt really matter as long as you like him and he like you back.
And so the question is,how do you know which one you belong to??
Well,my answer to that is that you will know that you only wanna love that one person if you no longer have interest in any other people of the opposite sex. No matter how much more goodlooking or smarter or richer that person is. You no longer seek to look for a better partner because you already deem the one that you have as THE BEST already.Hence even if there comes a scenario that a better one comes along,your choices would still be the same. And maybe I guess this kinda draws a define line between people who jumpship and those who dont.
While those people who merely like the idea of being in love...more often than not, theyre just obsessed with the notion of love...and thus they are more likely to jumpship when a better one comes along as the bond that they have is not to their partner,but the idea of being in love....and hence if they think tt the other party is capable of giving them more love or showering them with more care and attention that they are currently having now,chances of them leaving would be pretty high.
Hence,in my opinion,it is really important to distinguish if you really love the person or youre just in love with the concept of LOVE itself...
Because you can fall in love with anyone,but that anyone could only be looking for that special one
Ps: these are only my opinions and hence, not everyone might agree on this
Cheers!
Pattie
Thursday, August 7, 2014
"A good relationship is when two people accept each other’s past, support each other’s present, and love each other enough to encourage each other’s future. So don’t rush love. Find a partner who encourages you to grow, who won’t cling to you, who will let you go out into the world, and trust that you will come back. This is what true love is all about"
Source: tumblr
Source: tumblr
Tuesday, August 5, 2014
missing you
Jerome has been to malacca with his friends for the past few days and I really really do miss him.
come back soon jerome! I miss you!!
come back soon jerome! I miss you!!
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