Meh

I just finish an exam......which was pretty bad.

Okay no


it was DAMN BAD.


Why must uni be so tough? And why must people be so smart? And why must profs be so mean to set such difficult questions???

Maybe next time I should answer in a super tough and complicated manner such that the prof dont understand

Haha and the world is so unfair cause she will only mark me down.....

Oh a sidenote,I wanna note down all the sweet stuff that Jerome has done for me esp during exam time aka my stressful period filled w unreasonable moodswings etc...haha before I forget them.

So lets start from...hmm idk when...but he is like my daily alarm clock la, both for naps and morning calls...Jerome is so nice to always tell me to nap and tt knowing tt  I will never ever hear the alarm in my sleep or I will resort to like 1000000 snoozes...he decides to call me when my nap is up and he calls me for morning call to ensure tt I wake up in time for my papers:) SO NICE HOR

He is also the solution to my hungry tummy!!! Always miraculously turning up at my hall with supper whenever im hungry

And he is also my faithful companion,accompanying me to study whenever im homesick and he always try to find me in school whenever he is free:)

Haha but im still independent ok....dont judge me


oh and back to myself....im utterly drained from the lack of sleep and info overload....actually sometimes I wonder...if we are so caught up with the pursue of grades..that we gave up doing things tt we enjoy doing...wont we forget to live?

Like I gave up dancing and all my other ccas and performances because I realised tt grade really matters ultimately...ultimately my gpa is gonna get me a job and my ccas arent gonna help much in it...thus after studying for like 14 years of my life...I realised tt we missed out on the process....learning should be an enjoyable process...not sth that brings agony and sadness and drains the health out of ones body...yet the sad thing is, we are all too blinded by the end goal that we neglected the process of learning....

Okay I should stop reflecting so much...

Think so much in the exam hall
finish the paper also think too much

Need to give my brain a rest


Bye!

currently in jail

Ive just started reading my 200 pages of notes for tmr's morning exam....and why do I feel like im in jail already??? Locked inside my room and probably chained to my chair so I'll stop opening my fridge for food....Sian....Maybe thats why I keep aging faster and faster....cause 1) I got no life 2) I havent got enough sleep since primary 6 I think 3) cause books are too smart for me


Even though ppl say I look 25.....(im actually 21)...but I feel like im 70 yyears old???? My hair is dropping, ive excessive weight gain, and I feel like my vision is getting more and more blurry?? SIGNS OF AGEING!!!!!




OKOK, I''ll come back here after I finish serving my jail time...hopefully get an early release this thurs after my paper before I get a break and chiong again for my papers next week....

Bye peeps!!

exams

When people say, it only gets harder year after year, well i think thats a REALLY VALUABLE advice. It really does get harder when you move on to year 2 etc. Here i am dying while i mug my way for tomorrow's open book exam....and in the mean time, dreaming of going Christmas shopping with Jerome after exams.


Cant wait to spend time with him before I lend him to his taiwanese girlfriends (haha just kidding)

I thought A Levels was the worst period in my life......seems like Uni isnt very much different.
Okay it isnt much different because I didnt drink 2 redbulls and 1 cup of coffee daily like in my JC pre-A level days ......but still, im drinking 1 cup of teh-bing everyday....so i think im pretty much growing fat...(gained 4 kg since the start of this sem)

Great job pat, keep up your weight gaining scheme






byebye!

Walao .....i was in the midst of typing a super emotional speech Jerome to tell him how much I love him and how important he is to me etc, and he decided to play an emoji game with me on whatsApp =='
Lets not friend him already

savings and future plans

Jerome thinks im an idiot when it comes to savings...and future planning. Tried to convince him that im not that of an idiot when it comes to this...but i think i failed. So i think i will get better luck convincing other people instead.


On a side note,exams are coming and im down with flu and cough...haha wish me luck for the finals k....cause i think i have 52 chapters to study? And i most likely havent touch them....or maybe i havent printed the lecture notes for half of them:'(

I think even God cant save me now
Oh wells....havent been in the best of mood lately,which i dont know why...and i just came back from pearlyn's 21st ( too lazy to upload pics)

And i have five 21st to attend this december and Ive got to start christmas shopping soon....So thankful i have Jerome at my side this christmas:) he can be my shopping slave :) hehe just kidding!!

And poor pat have got about 2 months left before Jerome flies to find his 台妹 in taiwan.

Haha he is going there for exchange...cool hur? While im stuck in Sg, desperately mugging for 1 more sem

But okay lah i think ldr also quite cool, like not everyone gets to see their bf on skype everyday ^^


Okay i gotta sleep soon,my alarm is at 6am in the morning....and i look like i just got punched on my eyes due to my dark eye circles....and they cant be blacker than the black youre imagining right now


Nights peeps
Tks for listening to my rant :)