I'm tired.... I just submitted an election speech for ms toh to vet.JC is tiring and I cant deny that I miss IJ..ten yrs of school in IJ has definitely left lasting impressions on me...i feel a sense of belonging there..its like my home..haiz but all good things have to come to an end don they?haha and im equally nervous because in abt a weeks time im gonna have to stand in front of lets say 2000 people and deliver a speech?im gonna die of either stage fright or nervousness.Well i just have to overcome that and hopefully i wont screw things up on that day...i wanna leave a lasting impression on the people so they'll vote for me and instead of making them throw vegetables at me. okay first i gotta finish my geog lecture revision/tutorial by tonight or tmr morning(lol if i can get up)then i gotta do my chemistry and maybe start on the chinese video presentation...=( haha i can manage this...i know i can i just have to turn stress into some kind of constructive energy=)i'll try it

yay!!!its saturday again...school was really tiring!!i had student council interview on friday and its mentally tiring!!haha i had to think of all sort of answers to reply the teachers who were interviewing me=)and the questions they gave are like...wat do you think of casinos?wats the recent news abt?and which is more impt council or studies?lol i was so nervous when i was in front of them...searching for a reply...well with GOD's help i managed to pass the interview(lol surprisingly)hmm but theres still elections and elections are scary...=(haha i went for band practice after that and i was learning how to play the clarinet!I dint know my side reading was so terrible till yesterday.i could not catch up with the notes and i sounded really horribly when i tried to play a C on the clarinet....it was awful when the sound came out...lol fortunately Alex came to my rescue...he was very nice and he guided me all along like pointing the different notes to tell and telling me which part of the song are they at now...(lol coz i tend to get lost)haha its really nice to have someone helping you like he has grade 8 piano so he's much more pro than me!!haha and he even stayed back after band just to teach me how to read the score!!haha i really appreciate that alex!!haha when band ended and we had to keep our instruments,alex couldnt open his clarinet to dismantle it so i offered to help...lol guess what happen!!when i managed to open it in the end,a whole lot of saliva just splash on my skirt...lol i was like OMG my skirt is wet with alex's saliva....lol how gross can that be??lol but we ended laughing at each other and we went to clean up the saliva...lol it seems like he tried too hard to learn how to play the clarinet and ended up investing alot of saliva in it!!lol oh and after everything...i went to meet amelia at popular!!!and we were chattin non-stop...lol there goes my day!!!

AHH im finally bloggin again...like after how many months?? haha orientation was quite fun as in we had a picnic under the hot sun on the football field so i got sunburned!!its quite cool like you get red all over and you'll look like a lobster...Next we have to choose our cca and thats what im concerned about..like i dont really wanna join choir so im thinking of maybe band?or canoeing?although the seniors said that canoeing is really though like we have physical trainings and we have to run like hell!!But i like the water even though its like at macritchie where you see all the funny animals...yep so today i went for the council tea session..It was like an hour or so and we have talks on how isit like to be a leader of the school and wat to do for elections which will be held 2 weeks from now?haha i was like shocked?when i got the council form!!lol i think the teacher really made a mistake coz im definitely not council type and im so mean!!lol haha i wonder wat kind of leadership she saw in me man...lol maybe talkative?anyway im still considering on council cause its a HUGE responsibility and i dont know if i can cope with council and elections as well as A levels..and its really scary running for elections..like super scary!!!standing in front of the WHOLE school to deliver a speech or answer questions haha after that i went for choir audition and surprisingly i got in!!lol so im confused...

Saturday sucks!i woke up at ten in the morning and my mummy began nagging....i still have tuition homework,f&n coursework and chem to do...I'm so gonna die. i still have to go popular to get set sq,assessments,and foolscap...i have no time!i just wasted my Saturday like that...I'm beginning to hate my life now...ahh i hate it.. firstly i don't feel like going for choir tmr but unfortunately i have to...okay i think I'm contradicting myself..then on Monday we have school!i bet we're gonna check some stupid papers that are out to kill me....my life is terrible,i think I'll fail my o levels eventually...

mid years are approaching!

i have decided to study hard and stop using the

computer...i shall listen to sasha and not blog or watch

tv till mid-years are over.

this will be the last time i will come online till my exams

are over..(i hope i can resist the temptation)

no more shopping and movies for the too!these can wait

till my exams are done..

lastly i will try to cut down on my messaging...

THINGS I WILL NEED TO CHANGE

-I WILL STOP DAYDREAMING IN CLASS

-I MUST NOT WASTE ANYMORE TIME

-STOPS SLEEPING IN CLASS

-STOP TALKING IN CLASS

-PAY ATTENTION DURING LESSON

-I HAVE TO DO ALL MY HOMEWORK

i love you too baby!

i'll never give up!

VOLTAGE VOLTAGE VOLTAGE!!!

Danceworks competition ended today,tanglin,sji and ju ying got into the finals...

can't really remember the other school that got in.

Anyway we got the high energy award!

everyone was crying cause they were either too touched or too sad that we dint get

into the finals and i feel weird as i was the only one not crying...but in the end i

tried to put myself in their shoes and i manage to squeeze out a few tears of

joy/sadness i don't know...

i wanted to shop after the competition but everyone seems very tired so we had

dinner at vivo and went home after that...tiff and jewel was like super kpo...they're

always eavesdropping on my conversation with jia.

I'M SORRY ________

i feel very bad that you couldn't come because of me..I'll make it up to you i promise!

Anyway I'm very proud of you ,You're always there when i needed you.

I shall end my day with the danceworks theme!

DANCE YOUR WAY TO A DRUG FREE LIFE

Today is a nice day... i talk to Amelia today and its awesome...i was late for dance ..dance started at 10am and ended at 2pm. In the end i went for dance at 1 so i just dance for an hour and i went home after that...whoosh its been so long since the last time i blog..i forgot the password to my account!yeah and in the end i manage to change my password after much difficulty.. oh and i realise how kind my friends can be...during the bbq at pasir ris,KY has been extremely nice to me..like ultra nice!yeah dance nowadays have been really horrible...i have practices almost everyday and i don't really have the time to complete my holiday homework.. My life is so screwed!